When you’re free to work but don’t feel like it


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Hi Reader,

You’ve delivered a client project. Your next deadline is comfortably far away, and you finally have time to update your portfolio, contact a former client, or develop that writing sample you’ve been thinking about.

You open your laptop.

Check your emails.

Read a few LinkedIn posts.

Then think, “I’m not really in the mood today. I’ll start tomorrow.”

Sound familiar?

We often talk about the discipline required to meet deadlines. But freelancing asks for another kind of discipline, too: deciding what deserves your attention when nobody is waiting for you to deliver something.

In a full-time role, some structure is already there. You have responsibilities, team meetings, and people expecting progress. You can still struggle with motivation, of course, but you usually know what you’re supposed to do next.

As a freelancer, you have to create much of that structure yourself.

And the tasks that support your future business rarely come with a deadline. Nobody emails to ask why you haven’t updated your portfolio, right?

Money can provide a strong reason to get moving, and for many of us, that pressure is very real right now. But what happens when your immediate expenses are covered and another project feels optional?

What makes you show up then?

That question led me to an interesting psychology paper.

A 2025 study in BMC Psychology examined workplace procrastination through self-determination theory. Across two employee studies, greater psychological empowerment and a stronger sense of ownership were associated with less procrastination. The theory also highlights autonomy, competence, and connection as important psychological needs.

The research involved employees rather than freelancers, so we should be careful about applying it directly. Still, it offers a useful question for our own working lives:

"Do I feel connected to what I’m building, capable of taking the next step, and clear about why I’m choosing it?"

On the other hand, another interesting study titled The freedom trap explores a related challenge. This qualitative study examined how digital nomads, defined as young, work-oriented professionals who reject outwardly imposed structures of traditional office work, managed the boundaries between work and leisure.

Participants included skilled freelancers working in translation, graphic design, and software development.

Some described appreciating client deadlines because they provided structure and clarity. Others created their own structure through scheduled work periods, task lists, and time boxing, which means setting aside a fixed amount of time for a particular task.

One observation stood out to me:

The freedom to choose when and how you work still takes effort to maintain.

The study wasn’t specifically about medical writers or motivation when money isn’t a concern. It also didn’t test whether these strategies improve productivity. But the experiences it describes offer a useful way to reflect on our own routines.

I found this study so interesting that I decided to create a short video summarizing its key insights!

​Watch the video here​

For freelance medical writers, here’s how I would turn that reflection into practice.

Give your quiet weeks a purpose.

“Keep myself busy” is a vague assignment. Choose something concrete that supports the career you want.

Perhaps you want to move into manuscript writing. Your task could be to create a sample discussion section using published research. If you want more advisory board work, you could develop a fictional report sample that demonstrates how you organize themes and identify insights.

Make the next step small enough to start.

“Improve my portfolio” can sit on your list for months.

“Spend 25 minutes outlining one writing sample on Tuesday morning” gives you a clear appointment and a manageable task.

Create a little accountability.

This is something I’m still working on, especially while balancing family commitments, but I’ve found that a monthly check-in with another writers helps me stay on track. Telling them what I plan to finish, and sharing what I actually completed create a sense of accountability.

You can also give your own business tasks a place in your calendar, just as you would give for a client meeting.

Check whether you actually want more work.

Sometimes you’re avoiding an important task. Sometimes you need recovery after a demanding project. And sometimes your current workload and income are enough for this season of life.

Those situations call for different decisions.

You can choose a lighter schedule and still be disciplined. The useful distinction is whether you’re making that choice deliberately or repeatedly postponing something you genuinely want.

This week, try asking yourself:

If I didn’t need another project immediately, what would still make my medical writing career worth developing?

Then choose one small action that supports your answer.

Hit reply and tell me: What’s harder for you, meeting client deadlines or making progress when nobody is waiting?

To your success,

Nisreen Shumayrikh, PhD

Founder, Guanine Medical Academy

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I teach foundational medical-writing courses and share practical insights to help aspiring and developing medical writers grow with confidence. But professional growth does not happen in isolation. As a wife, mother, and independent medical writer, I understand the challenge of pursuing a professional career while caring for a family. I believe busy parents make time; they don’t wait for it. That belief inspired Pen & Parents, a newsletter for parents navigating medical writing and science communication. It is where I share honest reflections, practical productivity strategies, and encouragement drawn from my own journey.

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